and the record keeps playing the same old song.

Im so bored i think watching paint dry is even more interesting, anyways, i haven't been going out much, ill be going out when dads not here, i feel more comfortable that way, like whenver i go out and he's here, i feel like as if hes watching my every move o.o" i know creepy, but i love daddy (: also dads getting me a camera, you don't know how excited i am, i feel so lucky lols (: but meh i know its just a camera but hey i love photography just i use ,my shitty phone cam to be artsy lols.

Good news Craig will be visiting very soon, probably next month says him, can't wait , he's mega awesome, its makes you wanna suck up all his awesome'ness . I got promoted to the next level in Kumon class (: I started cutting my own hair since i couldn't be assed to go the hairdresser and explain what i want, ill be dying my fringe pretty soon, maybe Thursday. I rlly wanna get those clip on hair piece which pattern is like a racoon, was planning to do it my self but i dont wanna fuck it up and Craig might be getting me some so woo, 5 points for the Craig'ster (:

Ishnee's dance thingy is coming up in August 17th, so is Neesha's party :( im not sure what ill do but i will figure something out. Maybe, just maybe i can attend both? lols hmm i need to go out with Queeny and Thao soon though, i miss them so much, Im bored out of my mind and can't think of anything else to say. Ill just stop here since i rlly can't think of anything to say, will update soon though (:

xoxo's

Happy Birthday

Attention yo!

Sorry i didnt put this up earlier but

Happy Birthday to a Br00tal biaatch

Elizabeth HO'E

lawls




Yerhh shes lookin at cha ;)
loves you poop

xoxo

Guess what bitches ~

Thao is back (:
yay!

*does the monkey*


mmmkay thats about it.

*jumps into cardboard box and drives towards the horizon*

and thats how the cookie crumble

I've neglected my blog for quite a while, i guess theres really nothing to blog about, life have gotten so boring that nothing interesting ever happens. Even now i can't think of a god damn thing to write about. Lets see i decided to go for Kumon classes eventhough i think its a wee bit too late but what the heck, its kinda fun :) and yeah i do feel inferior to the little ones, since they are a higher grade then me, damnit~ I had my first class today, and yes i feel almost a wee bit smarter. like maybe 0.0001% , lawls! Anyways i might go out with Queeny next week :) and this friday Thao's coming back, hopefully, also might go to the movies with Marcus, ain't sure if i can go though, maybe if dad's not here ;)

I took a few pics of yours truly, don't blame me, i was bored, yes im boring so fuck you :)

im a huge poser , sue me will you (:



I love my baby (:


xoxo's

wronger then a monkey driving a lawnmower

I have utterly nothing to blog about. Lets see, dads coming home tomorrow from Thailand :), Thao is coming back from Vietnam next friday i think. Oh yes, Ramez left to Yemen on Friday :( we all miss you bitch! :) keep in touch yea? Haven't been out with Queeny in ages, need to give her a call soon. Marcus is still grounded, but after the whole getting grounded fiesta, we're gonna go watch "Dead Silence" *scary theme music*. Heard it was dead scary but meh you know me, im prolly scared of the lame'est horror film. Well yea thats a short update but meh life is boring`

baby, you wouldn't last a minute . .

My sleeping time is all skrewed up, i slept at 8am eventhough i told myself i would sleep earlier. Was chatting with Craig the whole time through and then later at around 7 , Eliz came on i presumed she didn't go school. Thats when i coudn't take i anymore as soon as Craig went off i chatted to Eliz for a while then went to bed. Didn't wake up till 3pm , but oh well i like this whole up at night, snoozing in the day. Its pretty cool (:
Im bored as hell , i need to go out, maybe tomorrow after the prize giving day/parents teachers day.

When im bored i do random surveys so here it goes. I found this while bloghopping -

This is what you have to do : -
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.


How are you feeling today?
Skye Sweetnam - Get Tangled up in me
"When everything i do is only to get tangled up in you, you wanna know more more more about me, im the girl thats sweeping you off your feet"
( Thinking bout him :) )

Will you get far in life?
Jacks Mannequin - Kill the messenger
"Oh my god, this hurts like hell, i had that dream again, where i was lost for good in outer space, so tell me , doctor, how to shake a walking nightmare, this is only worse when im sleeping"
(no comment)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Im coming - Rain XD
"Rain is coming down from the rooftop -korean part- Rain coming down and he wont stop -korean part-"
(All i can think of is "Grace is coming down the rooftop to save ya whenever ya need me :))


What is the story of your life?
Pull the Curtains - The Pink Spiders
"So please pull the curtain, its not a show, im feeling redundant and i think you should know, it's over, it's over, without inspiration i've got nowhere to go, stay closer, stay closer, and if the walls stop shaking like you mean it"
(Explains a little bout it, i suppose XD)

What was high school like?
You're beautiful - James Blunt
"My life is brilliant, my love is pure, i saw and angel, of that im sure"
( aww memories :) )

How can you get ahead in life?
Damn Regret -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
"Damn Regret, i'll try to forget, don't worry about me cause im refined, cast my line to see whats behind, did you think you'd persuade me to let you go"
(Regrets i made i'll try to forget)

What's the best thing about your friends?
Fall to pieces - Avril Lavigne
"I don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you, i don't wanna talk about it, and i don't want a conversation, i just wanna cry infront of you, i don't wanna talk bout it"
( Just watch me cry and don't say another word, thats all i need right now, someone to hear me sobs and be a shoulder to lean on)

How's your life going?
Cry - Mandy Moore
"It was late in September, and i'd seen you before, you were always the cool one, but i was never that sure, you were all by yourself, staring up at a dark grey sky, i was changed."
( Explains mainly towards the love life)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Supermassive Black Hole - Muse
"Oh baby don't you know i suffer? Oh baby can you hear me moan? You caught me under falser pretences, how long before you let me go?"
one word LMFAO!

Will you have a happy life?
These wall - Teddy Geiger
"Cause everybody tried to put some love on the line, and everybody feels a broken hear sometimes, and even when im scared i have to try to fly, sometimes i fall, but i've see it done before, i got to step outside these walls"
( the lyrics explains most of it)


What do your friends really think of you?
Hey Miss Hilton - Penfiften Club
"Oh my , looky there, stone cold foxy, platinum hair, short skirt ,barely there, make a chick wanna hate, make a boy wanna stare"
(Yea baby :))

Do people secretly lust after you?
Take me with you - Secondhand Serenade
"I dont have anything to hide, i don't have anything, everything is not for certain"
( Clueless)

How can you make yourself happy?
Beautiful Liar - Beyonce/Shakira
"and i wish i could free you, of the hurt and the pain , but the answer is simple, hes the one to blame"
( LOL )

What should you do with your life?
Fairly Odd Parents, Chip Skylark - Find your voice
"If you wanna change the way your lifes arranged, then you have that choice, to be the star that you know you are, be loud, be proud, and rejoice, and find you voice"
(if i want a change, i have to do something about it "

Will you ever have children?
Picture of you- Boyzone
"I had a picture of you in my mind"
(Sure why not)

What song would you strip to?
50 first dates - somewhere over the rainbow
"Somewhere over the rainbow , way up high, "
(Hahahaha wtf!, more of sing him to sleep with my sultry voice XD)

What does your mum think of you?
Better off - Ashlee Simpson
"But so what, im better off everyday, when im standing in the pouring rain, i don't mind and i think of you and everythings alright"
(yes weird much? I love mummy (: )

What is your deep, dark secret?
my happy ending - Avril Lavigne
"you got your dumb friends, i know what they say, they tell you im difficult, but so are they, but they don't know me, do they even know you? all the things you hide from me , all the shit that you do"
( how does that relate to a dark secret -.-" i wonder)

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
In Da Club - 50cent
"Go , go , go,shawty, its your birthday, we gon' party like its yo birthday , we gon' sip Bacardi like its your birthday, and you know we don't give a fuck, its not your birthday!"
(LMFAO)

What's your personality like?
I like the way you move- Bodyrockers
"I like the way you put you hands up in the air, i like the way you shake your hair, i like the way you like to touch, i like the way you stare so much but most of all, i like the way you move"
( im just cool that way XD *laughssnorts*)

What song will be played at your wedding?
disneys little mermaid - kiss the girl
"Yes you want her, look at her, you know you do, its possible she wants you too, there is one way to ask her, it don't take a word, not a single word, go on and kiss the girl"
( haha the best song ever! )

When theres a chalk theres a way ~

So i was thinking of getting a job during the holidays, just to earn some extra cash so i don't have to run to mummy and daddy begging for money. Im thinking of working at california pizza kitchen but this time longer then a week. But i gotta see if the girls wanna though, they might not want to, i also asked Steph about working in Elianto (is that how you spell it?) anyways i don't care where i work as long as its a respectable place and with a good pay. Well tomorrows the last day of school and im still unsure if i wanna go, i mean honestly who will be there? I doubt anyone will wanna go, eventhough i should, i skipped practically the whole of last week and including Monday and Tuesday. I obviously will be going on Thursday though to get my report card, im actually not very pleased with my results but i guess its alright. 4 passes and 4 fails, (: :(

Anyways my stupid computer started giving me an attitude well actually its the internet, like all of a sudden while fixing me blog, POOF , it automatically disconnected, like wtf?
Been trying to get online for almost 4 hours, shitty steamyx. Sucks blogspot doesn't have any emoticons.. I wanna go out :( , i miss all my friends, Queeny,Thao, Sarah, Marcus, Eliz, Rishni, Japna, Johan, Tahne, Ramez, Marco etc. *sigh*
I guess i have been having a few minor problems with some people, but no names will be mentioned, if they're smart enough they would know who im referring to and no im not going to bitch bout 'it', just, don't make it seem like everything is my fault, if you were i my place when it happen you would know how it felt, but yea you don't. But i admit i am sad losing you as a friend, but if you couldn't understand what kinda of situation you and the others put me into, then i don't think having you as a friend is what i want right now. Im sure you wouldn't mind at all , no? and to be honest i couldn't be assed to waste my time on you again if you're not bothered, loves you always (: xoxo

Ok im glad to get that off my chest, just sad to lose a friend who was once close to you but sometimes its better of not being friends. But its better having 5 close friends then a 100 friends who wouldn't be by your side when your down. true? I haven't talk to Queeny, Thao ,Marcus , Ramez, Sarah, etc for days! I miss them all so much :(
I've been thinking ,i haven't bought a CD is months and im planning on getting, 30 seconds to mars (it is a must get item) and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, yep those are the ones i want right now, im planning on getting them this Thursday hopefully (:

check that out (:

I went grocery shopping with mummy and Angie yesterday and bought supply of food that would last at least a month, hopefully. Mummy said i could get highlights during the holidays (:
Im so bored..i miss Thao, shes in Vietnam right now ): coming back on the 28th. Anyways i took some pictures today :

Coffee sniffing my boobs XD


Rushing to be part of the pic


Milo acts like a mum to coffee (:


Milo











My puppy Coffee


Yes i realised my cat is over-weight, but i so love fat cats (:

xoxo

I want Jared Leto undies

So i finally found my celebrity crush, actually i got a few, but i think hunky, low-key heartthrob Jared Leto has got to be the all time sex god for me at least. Behind the racoon eye make-up and swishy shoulder length hair, he's pretty hot (:

Name Jared Leto
Date of birth (location)
26 December 1971
Bossier City, Louisiana, USA

He's only 19 years older then me, it could work :) lols!
anyways hes defo one of the people i want to meet, i probably be so nervous i'll faint from his celebrity'ness. He used to be an actor, i only realised he acted in 'Urban Legend' after going through his biography.

He suddenly transformed from hunkalicious


To..

Sexy Goth/Hunk

A good transformation right? I think he suits the black hair and racoon eye make-up, don't you think? He looks so fucking good in 'The Kill' video, especially in a suit.
11/10 :)
I wonder what he's doing at this second, could be sleeping or taking a crap, who knows.
Oh well~

xoxo

the way it felt between your thighs

Alone

Went to Klcc today with Marcus to watch "Alone", i would give it a 9/10, it was pretty good, i actually understood what was going on, and i felt bad for the animals that were killed in the movies, hopefully none of the animals were really killed in life :( that was just the part i hated the most. But overall a good movie, and a must watch, i was fucking scared the whole time while Marcus was there rooting for the scary scenes and laughing like its a comedy.
Anyways after that we went to park and chilled, then i went to go meet Eliz at the cinema to keep her company while she waited for bubble butt, a.k.a Japna. They were going to go watch "Transformers". havent watched it though XD.

Anyways went back to the park and we decided to go Sungai wang to pierce our ear.
Anti-tragus

I had this done but the noob piercer pierced it to near the edge, so its prolly gonna fall off soon so imma go repierce it again somewhere else :)

Helix

Marcus had this done, pretty cool eh?
He was so cute, he was all scared and when it was done he was like fanning his ear , he said it hurt alot and couldn't even walk properly for a minute XD

Anyways after that we went to Times Square the long way, dunno where he took me like around the whole sungai wang building, then wanted to go eat ice cream at Baskin robins but he was all "its expensiveee" so i was like :(.
Then we went to Mc donalds to eat something light, chilled and talked a while, then thought about where to go so he said go out and fag, then i agreed, we sat down outside Times Square and then mum called.
Went to meet up with my mum and Marcus was so nervous and shy he was like
"what do i say to her , what do i say to her"

haha funny, imagine Marcus.
Said goodbye and thats the Marcus and Grace day out :)

no pictures taken cuz we completely forgotten about it XD

So Thursday the Genting Trip, i really wanna go :( hopefully i can go, or at least daddy goes back before then , *prays hard*

xoxo

Skrew X-box, i play old school nintendo

Went to Klcc yesterday with mummy and sisters to watch Shrek again, at least for me it was. Saw so many people from school, umm there was Aisogole, Nadira, Insha,Hanif, Raisa, Hanif bro, Jason,Yunji, and i think thats it, so came home after the movie, and there i was again bored shittless out of my pants.
I thought bout yesterday and Bagas and all.I was hurt and yes truly hurt but im glad i know i mean im not going to fall for his tricks again, though it might not be true at all, he is a big player and would say anything to her when he had a girlfriend, so i guess he pretty much just talks shit most of the time, you can never trust him, i once did, but i realised you can never trust whatever he says, he can say anything to you just so you would fall for him, but the question is, does he mean it?
I admit, i liked him alot and was ready to go for it, but it was too good to be true. Fuck love, its good when you're with the right person but when you give your heart to the wrong person, you just gets it torn to pieces, spat on, and shove down your throat again. Why can't for once love just goes our way, i mean why do we like the worse people so much when there are so many trustworthy and kind souls out there who are searching for love themselves, but we still stick around those assholes for god knows what reason.

So what did i do today? nothing much but awaiting my turn to use the computer, so later hubby looloo sms'ed me, so i was 'yay' cuz i was dead bored, and he's in Melecca as we speak, coming back tomorrow though.

ok im bored.. gah im so bored i'll just write about anything random that pops into my lil noggin.
I just realised i love 30 seconds to mars :) the lead singer is kinda sexy , with that swishy hair and zomfg sexy makeup, im awaiting to see him topless. They won best rock video i think for the australian awars 2006/07. Didn't watch the whole show though just parts of it.

Well im bored im not going to school though, could be assed to go, gonna go out tomorrow though with Marcus and watch a movie, i think. Hopefully dad won't be here on Thursday cuz i so wanna go to genting.clubbing with the group. So pray hard that i can go and i'll give you a cookie :) So i was feeling my crappy mood but thanks to Ramez who made me feel alot better, thanks boob! :) lols hes such an awesome friend, sadly hes leaving soon :(
I recently realised that i've started to get into malay songs which i used to despise alot before, but actually they aren't that bad, but though i have to admit some just makes me want to bang my head against the wall but on the other hand they seem to be quite popular.

Marcus is a boob :)

Exams are over but here i am, wasting my valuable time at home, there was no school today because the teachers decided to take a day off, actually two days of for, staff development day.
Anyways change of plan, don't think i'll be going out this week, maybe next week, see the plan is quite uncertain, we are planning on ditching school for 2 days, to go genting and clubbing, what ya'll think?
Well hopefully the plan is full proof, might invite more people to go with us.

So today i was feeling my "fuck life" mood, like everything just came to me like a Tsunami, you never expected it but once it hits you, thats it. Was chatting to Lia first but then things started getting messy, which lead to the topic about Bagas and yeah i was fucking hurt about what i heard, i actually cried, i guess i don't cry as often as i used to, but i was happy that i had Marcus and Craig with me , also later on Thao called me, gave me 4 missed calls :) love you all so much, don't know what i'll do without you. Thanks Thao for calling me, you're the best :) you always been there for me, Craig you know i love you to bits lols thanks muffin for everything ! and Marcus my chindian hubby XD thanks for being there for me, love you too :)
Why is that you always fall for the wrong guys? it happens to me all the time, i end up crushing on guys who are complete jerks, sure they start out nice , they all do then when u least expects it, they turn into the biggest bitch alive and break your heart to pieces.
So i felt so much better and then later, i felt bored, i so wish i was allowed to go out whenever i want to and i just realised i haven't been out with loads of people in ages, i gotta make a list lols
Also did i mention Becca left to Kuching on Tuesday, gonna miss her weirdness :(

Well im bored and theres nothing to do.

xoxo

Let art free thy soul (:

The Art works

Justine


Ofea


Thao


Clarissa

Nadzir

Kelvin


Some korean guy


Anonymous


Elizabeth


Grace ):


Sarah

Dota turns me on :)

Its currently 4:15 am and im supposedly going to wake up in approximately 1hr and 40mins, i was burning the midnight oil you can say, doing my freaking prep work, yes i guess its my fault for procrastinating like i always do.I had all the time in the world today and how did i spend it?

Could haven been home at 2 but got home at 4, why? was busy playing dota with Sarah, Shaq and Mable, yes i used to hate dota from deep within my bones but i guess the constant hearing of "yo, lets ciao and play dota" from practically everyone, mainly guys la, since most girls rather spent their valuable time shopping, hanging out with friends, flirting you name it , also i think i heard the word 'dota' over a zillion times that made my curiosity factor blink. Most girls, well not most but some think that dota is for guys and all you do its just stab stab stab and kill kill kill, but thats where you're wrong, it actually makes you more hyped up then ever, i must have swore over a hundred time at my enemies, i guess its normal and also its brain food :)
Now i know whats the feeling of 'must play dota', i feel like walking over to the nearest cc in my undies and just playing dota all day/night long.

Eventhough, yes i admit, im the biggest newbie alive, no , not noob, newb, theres a damn big difference between newb and noob, noobs well players who expect their team mates to do all the work while they take credit for it or people who wants in, in all the actions, or users who type like this "lyk3 0Mg , 1M lyk3 5o fr3@k1n H0Rny!?!" annoying isn't it? while newbs are well,, new players, which is I :)

I think my favourite Hero at the moment is Zeus, hes sexay with that white beard and masculine body, woah watch it hot goddesses , Zeus is in the house, lols. anyways its a pretty easy Hero to use plus its skills are awesome :)

There i go again sounding like a dweeb , talking bout computer games, well i admit it, i love computer games, especially those shooters or action hero thingies and of course Dota.

Im bored of talking bout Dota so i will sleep now
good night

xoxo

2nd July 2007

Had my literature and physics exam, literature was....i guess ok at some parts, i did well on the poem and 'To Sir, With Love' sections the Shakesphere and 19th century short stories were the bits i skrewed up in. So after that i had physics which i didn't bother on, but for someone who didn't study until the last minute i did pretty ok. After the exams i went to klcc with Thao and Sarah to eat, then bought a gift and ciaoed back, on the way back we saw Sarah Davis and she then said that we can't go back in the guards won't let us in, thats when i panicked like shit, its bad enough i was 30mins late but missing the exam! so luckily i was allowed in, Mr.Wan asked why i was late so i lied saying i went to the doctors.

Sat way at the back and the table next to me was Marcus and being Marcus he was doing sex scenes, blowjobs and what not. Seems like hes an expert and giving head ;) Laughing the whole time because Marcus was at it with his lame'ish jokes. Yes Marcus they were lame lol.
After that went home to study for Bio and to finish my Art prep work.

3rd June 2007

So today i had my Art and Bio, Art was ok but i didn't finish it in time. forgotten to take pics, i'll take tomorrows art works, there are some talented souls out there :) Seemed like time went by so fast lols
After Art studied Bio and got ready for the exam, the paper was fairly easy for ppl who studied, i studied but i dunno i got blanked. Ramez supposedly did amazingly well, he was writing the whole time says Alex. Honestly at that time i like Bagas alot. I dunno why, just did. So after the Bio exam went to see the guys for a whie, said goodbye to Thao who was suppose to go with me to Ampang point but didn't :( its ok though, still love ya :)
So we went to the mamak at A.P just drank Tea Ice and fagged, there was me, Sarah.D , Mable and Shaq.So chilled a while and Shaw wasted one of my cigs, that faggot. lols
So went to the cybercafe E valley and played Dota, i sucked doggie shit, ok for someone who played only 3 times. Marcus was there as well with his lil malay homies.
Mum was pissed since she thought Mable was at school and she was waiting for Mable there when actually Mable was with me in A.P. Went home and Aunt Linda came over, used the comp for a while, did a little of Art and the used the comp all the way baby :)

gotta ciao now to finish my art

P.S: Didn't know Shanthan left already :( never got a chance to say good bye
miss you boobies!!
lols

xoxo