When theres a chalk theres a way ~

So i was thinking of getting a job during the holidays, just to earn some extra cash so i don't have to run to mummy and daddy begging for money. Im thinking of working at california pizza kitchen but this time longer then a week. But i gotta see if the girls wanna though, they might not want to, i also asked Steph about working in Elianto (is that how you spell it?) anyways i don't care where i work as long as its a respectable place and with a good pay. Well tomorrows the last day of school and im still unsure if i wanna go, i mean honestly who will be there? I doubt anyone will wanna go, eventhough i should, i skipped practically the whole of last week and including Monday and Tuesday. I obviously will be going on Thursday though to get my report card, im actually not very pleased with my results but i guess its alright. 4 passes and 4 fails, (: :(

Anyways my stupid computer started giving me an attitude well actually its the internet, like all of a sudden while fixing me blog, POOF , it automatically disconnected, like wtf?
Been trying to get online for almost 4 hours, shitty steamyx. Sucks blogspot doesn't have any emoticons.. I wanna go out :( , i miss all my friends, Queeny,Thao, Sarah, Marcus, Eliz, Rishni, Japna, Johan, Tahne, Ramez, Marco etc. *sigh*
I guess i have been having a few minor problems with some people, but no names will be mentioned, if they're smart enough they would know who im referring to and no im not going to bitch bout 'it', just, don't make it seem like everything is my fault, if you were i my place when it happen you would know how it felt, but yea you don't. But i admit i am sad losing you as a friend, but if you couldn't understand what kinda of situation you and the others put me into, then i don't think having you as a friend is what i want right now. Im sure you wouldn't mind at all , no? and to be honest i couldn't be assed to waste my time on you again if you're not bothered, loves you always (: xoxo

Ok im glad to get that off my chest, just sad to lose a friend who was once close to you but sometimes its better of not being friends. But its better having 5 close friends then a 100 friends who wouldn't be by your side when your down. true? I haven't talk to Queeny, Thao ,Marcus , Ramez, Sarah, etc for days! I miss them all so much :(
I've been thinking ,i haven't bought a CD is months and im planning on getting, 30 seconds to mars (it is a must get item) and Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, yep those are the ones i want right now, im planning on getting them this Thursday hopefully (:

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