grace got it bad..

2 words to describe today

fucked up!

Honestly it started off nicely, but when lunch ended i suddenly became so irritable like everything around me irritated me, the fact that im so unprepared for my Econs test, 'shes' there,stupid jokes that are not funny to me, and loads more.
So i'll just brief you on what happen, lunch was over and so we had to walk back to our classes and then it was 'them' yes them referring to my ex and his girlfriend,as everyone knows im over him and have moved on, but yes Bagas has to go and be a bitch saying
"Hey grace, you don't feel jealous ah?"
like wtf ? how am i suppose to respond to that, you don't see me saying
"oh i bet you ex girlfriend Fon has had better sex from other guys, aren't you jealous?"
Don't get me wrong, i like him but doesn't mean i would let him walk all over me, anyways i was pretty ticked off that Alex things he's so funny when honestly he's just being a pain in the ass, the whole day he's been annoying the fuck outta me, and i've been tolerating it.
Honestly how would you take it when you got a huge fucking ulcer in your mouth that everytime you talk or even move your jaw up and down , a sting of pain runs through your brain.
I understand guys having the need to punch or hit things, but don't do it on someone whos twice the size smaller than you.He's been punching me, talking shit and pretty much pushing my buttons, i swear i wanted to just smack his cock through a brick wall.
Well whatever what annoyed me the most was that i went back on my promise, the promise where i would never in my whole entire life cheat again, i felt so miserable and fucking piss at myself for it, that this time its a 100%, no make that 110% that i would never cheat again no matter what.So yes i kinda go caught, 'kinda', but that didn't bug me, what bug me was Alex who was going around saying "Grace cheated" when he copied my answers indirectly, since Marcus copied some of my answers, like wtf and he goes and say i copied from Marcus.
and again Bagas tells me ;
"Don't be fucking stupid, use your fucking brains"
like i felt like shit and you're telling me that? i know you're an honest person but you got to know when to be honest, some friend you are.Well i was feeling shitty, but as soon as i got home, went online, Craig was on and he made me feel a whole lot better, i love you craig! (:
Another thing that annoys me is people who think im weak or pitiful, ok so i may be short or look pitiful but you think i want to look that way? and im may not be a physically or mentally strong person, but im working on it
Anways i'll be crashing at Thao's place tomorrow (:
prolly gonna go shisha and head off to klcc and tomorrows sports day rehearsal meaning we got to go to the stadium place , blarh

Well thats pretty much bout it (:



Physics class


Look me in the eyes and tell me what i wanna hear..



Muiz


Marcus


SpongeBob is love


Johan






Shes like so whatever (:


I'll give you all i can to make you love me


Tell me everything will be alrite again..

xoxo

Life is not life without you..

I don't know why but i get bored of my blogskins so easily, i just change my blogskin yesterday and today im bored of it,I love making graphics but i suck at coding them, it gives me a big headache especially when the codes don't go right.Anyways i've been feeling like the days just go on by so fast that im not being able to enjoy every second of it, there are so many changes happening that i can't seem to keep up.

I've noticed i have drifted apart from some of my year 11 friends, and i have to say its not only my fault but theirs as well, i understand that we are in different grades now and we won't see each other as often as we used to, but even when the clock screams "lunch" we still go our separate way, usually it would be loads of screams and laughters and jokes but now all we do is greet each other.I have to say im even more closer to the yr 10's as i was to the previous batch.I felt like the previous yr 10's, i connected with some of them but the rest were just casual acquaintances, like the yr 10's now are way more fun and sociable not to say that the previous batch were boring old farts, but the current yr 10's we actually talk to everyone and hangout with everyone.Unlike the previous yr 10's i never hung out with all of them, maybe a few, and after that its just casual greetings, but with the current year 10's we're still joking here and there and all round fun. I have to say that i feel kinda forgotten, especially with the people who used to be sp dear to me, maybe they're just busy and all, but it sucks to know that those were the people who used to be close to you.

I miss those times where i could go to you whenever i want to, but now a phone call or an sms is the only way to get through you.Even if we do sms its just a "hi" or a one word convo.Whenever i ask whats wrong, why you feeling down, you won't tell? Feel like i haven't seen you in ages and it feels likes a century not being able to see you everyday like i used to.Why must it be like this, what happen to no matter what happens we'll always be tight.Long conversations on the telephone? Hopefully we will always be tight, through thick or thin everything matters, eventhough it may not seem like i thought bout you, i do everyday,
I miss you guys!

Walking on sunshine <3

So things are finally looking up for me, though my studies are going down the tubes, especially for physics i flunked it, like really flunked it, i think its even worse then my accounts, i should have taken up accounts instead of physics, seriously, you wanna know what i got, i got a 3, yes a 3 not a 30 not a 13, but a 3, a freaking 3! okay i think i made my point but I did try and i love physics just i can't do it :(
Enough about physics i'll try to recall what i did on Thursday and Friday
Thursday was the day i had my maths assessment and well the thing is i knew the methods but just didn't know the formula, how stupid can i get? It was also the day i had my English assessment, can't really remember much but we had activities and the aerobics teacher wasn't here because she had stomach cramp, so honey, this korean girl taught us some belly dancing steps and after that she did a kind of lap dance for Jack and Dong Bin, and the teacher were the audience as well, i mean its ok to do it among your peers but definetly not infront of the teachers.Anyways me and Bagas were fooling around, he was being his gayish self as usual lols (:
Yep me , Thao , Ramez and Bagas are cool again
Friday was the day i had my literature assessment, honestly i don't know how i did, the day started off with no physics, since for some reason Miss. Guha didn't want to teach on that day.So we had a free period. Ramez and Vinod pretty much stole my shoes and hid it from me, they were so fascinated of my unbelievably small feet, i wear a size 3 for north start shoes by the way, when most of them are like size 8 or 9, so yea big difference, they even took a picture of my shoe, Bagas was sleeping and missed out on the fun yet annoying period of 'Grace's Shoe'.
We didn't have Econs assessment on friday thankfully because i haven't studied one bit, ok i did but i don't understand shit about supply and demand.
English was fun as well since Miss Kamalini didn't teach because everyone told her they wanted to study for their next assessment when infact they just wanted free period.Johan was hilarious, he wrote on the whiteboard "Nuqman likes to draw nude pics of dogs" and Miss Kamalini was "Johan erase that rubbish off the board" it was funny as she was laughing as well, and Johan kept going on about Nuqman drawing nude pics.
Biology was fun cuz i sat next to Bagas and he was in his Bagas-ish mood so again he tried to unbuckle my bra, that pervert, but he failed miserably, and yet he came back with plan B, "poking my boobs" and my weak spot.and 10 minutes before 2 they started watching porn on Marcus's phone, i was like wtf?! here now? you wanna get an erection or something, and yea the guys were so horny later, saying " I wanna rape you" i was like "whattt?" lols
and fuck ok, Alex smacked my ass so hard it was so painful, seriously painful my left butt cheek now hurts.So i smacked his balls.After school was the worse as Lia, Alex and Johan kept smacking my ass, its like "smack Grace's ass day" so i smacked Alex balls, muahahha waited for Mum to pick me up from school , i was all alone :( then Bagas and his gang came to entertain me lols nah kiddin ,they were gonna leave and yea Bagas came over to give me a hug, how nice ^^ and then mum came so as i was walking Alex smacks my ass again, like how many times does he wanna smack my ass?
My ass hurts everytime i sit down.
After school we went to eat sushi (:

P.S: I saw my name in "Ugly Betty"
lols
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See my name (:


My size 3 shoe


Candid shot`


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Don't leave me at night..

Well looks like things are getting slightly better, good news is that me, Ramez and Bagas are a-ok, but i dunno maybe its just me but, i feel like, we have drifted apart, though me and Bagas are talking again, its like, i dunno he just asks differently around me, not like how he used to.Im just tired of his sick games, yes i admit i like him and you don't seem to believe me, what do you want me to do? propose to you? I can show you how i feel about you, but have you ever thought that you got a girlfriend, i have thought about it, and im not gonna do anything that would ruin your relationship and then u make it seem as if im the one forcing you to like me, you like me out of your own will, or maybe you're just playing games with me.If you don't believe i like you then maybe its best i moved on, im not going to wait for something that never gonna happen, you love your girlfriend, fine~ but don't tell me you miss her and how much you love her, cuz honestly i rlly couldn't give a fuck , you got Ramez and Riyad for that, to tell them how great she is and how you love her , also don't tell me you miss me and all that bullshit. I know you don't feel the same way and its ok with me, what pisses me off is that you hurt me alot, and you don't even know it.
You always talked about how your ex played with your heart and fucking around with you, bitching bout how this and that she is, and how you hate it , but have you thought hat you're doing it as well? Tell me honestly, would you like the person you like, telling you, out of all people that she misses some other guy and would you actually care to listen? I doubt it, same like me, i seriously couldn't give balls bout how you feel bout her.Im cool with just me and you staying friends but why do you always have to make me fall for you again and again.
Anyways i don't wanna go on blabbering on about you
whats done is done

so i say 'Goodbye my friend'
Im never coming back

Just wait a while...

I tried to fix whats wrong, but whats wrong is you..

Ok so i had Biology assessment today and honestly i don't know how i did, i mean i answered most of the question but they only consisted of 1 or 3 marks, i was blank on the 10mark question, the paper was over 30 so hopefully i get over 15 (:
So i manage to add Hanif to the list of "whacked balls"

1. Johan
2.Alex
3.Hanif

I almost got Marcus but meh, anyways another day has gone by and i still hate myself for not having the guts to go up and just talk to him like old times.I really miss talking to him, i mean, honestly he's a good guy just he can be a jerk at times but hey who isn't?
Its just so weird like im so used to seeing him and fooling around with him, those hugs and all but now we act like strangers whenever we see each other, i mean did he forget the times we spent almost every class talking?we were like so close now so distant.

Oh did i mention, Johan that bitch, he bite me
heres proof

exhibit A

notice the ring of red o.o"

Well i have absolutely nothing to blog about anymore, so i'll stop here

ciao the brow fellow readers

Ok its been ages since i last did a survery, though i done this one before, but hey im more mature from before, and put memories i don't wanna remember behind me, so lets see if the survey turns out different from before.

Layer 1 : On The Outside .
Name : Grace Chin/ Charlie, woots doesn't that name just roll of the tongue XD
Birthdate : November 27 (best month ever)
Current Status : Me, myself and I
Eye Colour : Black as the night
Hair Colour : Brownish, reddish, with few strands of blonde
Righty or Lefty : Right thought i tried to be a left once

Layer 2 : On The Inside .
My Heritage : Chinese.
My Fears : Insects .
My Weakness : Im to gullible.
My Perfect Pizza : Pepperoni Pizza with extra cheese. X)


Layer 3 : Yesterday , Today , Tomorrow .
My Thoughts First Waking Up :5 more minutes mummy
My Bedtime : Anytime,Anyhow, Anywhere (only in my house though)
My Most Missed Memory :When being a kid was your job, not having to worry bout responsibilities and exams and peer pressure.


Layer 4 : My Pick .
Pepsi or Coke :Mix em, but i prolly prefer Coke
McD or Burger King : [ im lovin` it ]
Single or Group Dates :Both are kinda nice actually, but i prefer Single, more alone time (:
Nike or Adidas : Nike (:
Tea or Nestea : TEA! Lipton preferable ^^
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee :None, bleh

Layer 5 : Do You .
Smoke : *ahem*
Curse : Like a Sailor
Take a Shower : Like duh, im not a hobo lols
Have a First Crush : uhmmmm
Think You've Been in Love : Thought i was but i guess it was just puppylove

Layer 6 : In The Past .
Drank Alcohol : Yes, though im not a fan
Gone To The Mall : Yes, very girls necessity in life
Been On Stage : Yes, but i don't like it
Eaten Sushi : Yes, Grace hearts sushi
Dyed Your Hair : No but im gonna in the holidays (:

Layer 7 : Have You Ever .
Played A Stripping Game : No, naked people don't turn me on
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : Nope.

Layer 8 : Age Your Hoping .
To Be Married : 27 (:

Layer 9 : In A GirlBoy .
Best Eye Colour : Blue or Brown
Best Hair Colour : Brown , Blonde.
Short or Long Hair : Not to short not too long

Layer 10 : What Were You Doing .
A Minute Ago : Chatting with Craig

Layer 11 : Finish The Sentences .
I Love : My family and besties
I Feel : sick
I Hate : being sad
I Hide : my inner fears
I Miss : being a kid
I Need : to be a better person

Layer 12 : Tag 5 People .
The Next 5 Person To Read My Blog

♥♥

Immune system down again, i got such an annoying flu, its like you feel hot and u just wanna sit infront of the fan and cool down but due to you're sniffing nose you can't, i can't breathe properly since one of my nostrils is blocked.and everytime i get sick i sound like a man, but a very, very sexy man (: but my ears get blocked as well and so whenever i shout just to hear myself talk, people are wondering "why the hell are you shouting, im right here!" haha. Tomorrow's Maths, English and Biology Assessment. Im good with English, always has been one of my best subjects (: (: Maths..im not to sure as it usually fluctuating, from bad to good, then good to bad again :( Bio, im not to sure as well, i only read two pages of homeostasis and excretion and i fell asleep, i guess i was watching my cat slumber i couldn't help but join.So wish me the best of luck, and i ihad my physics assessment today, gosh it was like blending rocks in a blender.Like when i read the question, it goes into my head but it doesn't transmit to my brain, so it just gets disconnected and im like 'huh', i feel the same when im studying physics, she goes so fast she makes time slow. lols get it *nudge nudge* Anyways i definetly flunked it, i barely answered any of the questions, and even if if i did, im sure they are incorrect.Listening to Britney Spears - Im a slave 4 u just makes me wanna doing the funkey chicken lols, i wanna go clubbing, and yes i haven't been cuz im a good girl (: nahh., just don't got the time, but i will one day ^^ I so wanna pierce my nose, its like what i really want right now, but yeah Dad is a control freak so might have to wait a few more years.

I miss Bagas and Ramez honestly, i haven't talked to them for more than week already and it sucks as we used to be rlly good friends.The kinda friends where you feel you are one with the guys, and its always full of laughter and jokes whenever you're with that group.They talk so much crap , mainly Bagas as Ramez is most of the time quiet he just laughs.and talking crap as in a good way talking crap (: Im tired of all this shit, i know why friends stop talking, cuz both of them refuse to give in, they rather have their pride, its hard going up to a person and just apologizing, sometimes one is in the wrong, but eventhough they refuse to give in, and if you really do care about your friends you prolly wouldn't give balls about who was right and who was wrong, i apologized but i dunno if he received the message since he always changes his number, but im gonna go and try talking to them tomorrow, holepfully things will turn out good, i really miss talking to those bitches (:
So mum bought another cake for mable because the cake yesterday was just a temporary cake lols, and it wasn't even a 'cake' it was a 'slice' lols. so we got lemon cake and i got the pictures here, just let me do a few touch ups and its done

Oh did i mention i got a new puppy, coffee bean, but coffee for short (: , the next door unvlce gave but then he was being a byotch and took it back, actually the whole family has been acting pretty stuck up :(

Pictures

Coffeee Bean

Mable and her lemon cake






Mum.Coffee

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Happy Birthday To:

My sister
Mable
who turns 13 today (:
love ya
xoxo

Also another shoutout to Tom , not sure how old is he but happy birthday (:

Today was a pretty good day, it started off when i was woken by the loud blaring stereo thinking who the fuck turned it on so loud, so yeah realised i was suppose to get out of bed ages ago.Got dressed to go out for mable's birthday lunch eventhough her birthday is tomorrow at exactly 5:15am of 20th May.Anyways so we left the house at around 10, dad wanted to get there extra early, which i don't see the point why, maybe he's afraid there might be traffic, but from our house to the restaurant its was easy breezy lemon squeezy (: The lunch thingy was held at the Royal China Restaurant, not bad actually.So we arrived there and i was too damn lazy to walk the stairs so i took the lift which was only 1 floor.So waited till everyone arrived, ordered sum dim sum while waiting, i like dim sum (: So uncle jimmy was the first to arrive, say our hello's. Waited more and Auntie Christina arrived, i was pretty glad because i was getting lonely, so yay Sam is here to join the gay parade,we pretty much talked about yashar's butt, at how big it is and how omg! and so on, he apparently has a thing for her boyfriend, hmm interesting lols, Raymond and Susu hasn't arrived yet, supposedly stuck in traffic, waited and by then the food was piling up, there was so much food in big portions that i barely touched the chicken.They arrived sooner or later and strangely Raymond was super quiet, and he told Mable later on is that he's never been surrounded by so many girls, haha, the whole time me and Sam were annoying the fuck outta Mable like going "ooooo Raymond" lols he was blushing i tell you. So Uncle Jimmy left later and then everyone actually, only daddy shifted to the other table with us.I felt bad for Raymond because dad was like a feeding monster, theres no giving in, he kept piling Raymond's plate with food, and it was kinda obvious he didn't wanna eat no more but ate only because it would be rude to refuse. lols what a gentleman i may say.
After lunch we said our goodbyes to everyone, and off we go to genting, and the journey seemed longer as expected, winding roads and uphills are cool, when you're not stuffed, but meh it was kinda nice going out feeling the mountain breeze.
Dad went to the casino to gamble, while we just roamed around genting, it rained later on though, we went to the arcade and something so embarrassing happened, see i was eating a white chocolate coated donut and not having eyes on my lips i couldn't see if there were bits of pieces stuck on my lip.So i happened to walk by a really hot guy and stupid me, i stared at him and he stared back so i felt good i guess, like yeah check me out haha kiddin, only realising later on he was staring at the my lips like "wtf is that?!! grossssss" how embarrassing it was spotted by mummy btw, we took some pics and had a hot chocolate.Waited for daddy's called and its goodbye genting, hello kl, so on the way there we stopped to eat dinner, but most of us were full so we ordered less food. and we were so high haha, laughing and shouting like a bunch of idiots.After that went home, received an sms from Faris, chatted with Thao when suddenly she went offline, wtf riteee.
Watched a little of my wife and kids and went to bed, and fuck it at 4 something in the morning i woke up due to my digestive system, i felt like i wanted to puke but yeah i didn't want to so i tried to sleep not working, so i thought maybe i should just go to the toilet, didn't work, i needed to puke for fuck sakes, but i spent half the time moaning and clutching my stomach.I fell asleep later on (:



Too busy with their 'thang'


Donut head (:





Kinda blurry


This was actually tea (:

Candid


The Parents


Just like me they long to be,close to you

Happy Teachers Day

Nothing interesting actually happened in school, most of the time i felt like i wasn't even in school , like my body is there but my mind is drifting off whenever it has a chance, its pretty much like feeling disconnected or you're on autopilot.
Happy Teachers Day to my favourite teacher Mrs.Kamalini, honestly shes like the best teacher ever and one of the teachers i like, actually the only teacher i actually really like.So we missed physics and econs, literature was interesting, i actually stayed awake this time.English is fun as always, but i wasn't in the mood to be my usual stupid self so i slept, and something weird happened to me in English class, i swore i jittered like i dreamt i fell down the stairs and my body actually jumped, i think Thao saw it lols. I hate it when that happens but it rarely happens so nevermind that.After school, we went to ampang park to have lunch and then Faris called and gosh i miss that dude and everyone in cpk as well.But we're gonna be going there next month for Japna's birthday, though i think i mentioned that in my previous posts.
So after lunch we went to the big ferris wheel thingy so called 'the eye of malaysia' or something like that, it was actually nice, though the ride should have been longer.
Got some pics to upload but im too lazy to restart the comp and connect the cable, prolly later at night.

p.s : I love smacking Johan's balls (:

xoxo

Pictures


Mummy (:


Peach yo`, shes cool like a fish in the pool (:


Awesomeness~!


I Love my mum (:


xoxo


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Ferris Wheel is Love


Da` Tickets


Random Dudes

Lia being a monkey butt (: