Is it all in my head?

I've been feeling really paranoid lately, i think i might be suffering from paranoid personality disorder. Its doesn't really affect me that much but its been happening alot these days. I dunno whether its because i know i did something wrong, or i usually blame myself whenever something happens, yes i admit i got a huge like mega huge guilt problem.

Anyways i was feeling rather upset yesterday and i guess i got something on chest that needed a big lift. I told sam what really happened, and honestly i felt alot better. I miss my friends, my old friends that is. There are times where i miss em, even the ones who i promised i would never talk to ever again. I guess alot of things remind me of the times we spent. Blarh -

i dont love you like i did yesterday..