paint me silly: June 2007

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Happy Birthday Queeny Cheong

My bestestfriend ever in the whole entire fucking world. i love her to bits and pieces and life without her is like not breathing. Shes been through all my ups and downs and been there to listen to my crap about some asshole, listen to my silent cries.

Love you so so so much, miss that you're not here to hang with me anymore, been bestfriends with you since yr 7 and still going strong. I dunt know what i'll do without you, you're like a sister to me and i still remember all the times we shared, whether it was 'bestie outings' or times spent at school ,i cherish all those moments

In short you're the best and love you fuckloads, missing you already :(

xoxo

Friday, June 29, 2007

29th June 2007

Tomorrows Queenys birthday :) see i remembered, i mean how could i not remember my own bestie's birthday, what kinda of bestie would that make me, oh yeah the bad thing is i haven't bought her a present yet, i know what im gonna get her though.
Anyways i had my Economics exam today and it was good, thought i wrote crap for the demand and supply question, anyways Jason got sent out of the exam hall which resulted in him missing out his exam, i just finished it in time and im actually quite pleased with myself :)
So after the Econs exam was supposed to go and hang out with Marcus and Nuqman, but planned changed which ended me not going anywhere, yes i got ditched and i was seriously blowing my head off, i was fucking piss i mean like first you invite me, then you tell me change of plan just cuz you got your crew in the backseat??

I understand this 'brotherlyhood bond' with your crew but c'mon don't i deserve some respect as well?
Trust me i was steaming .
So i went to ampang point with Thao, ate Mc'D;s bought cigs and went to klcc park to chill till 1, talked about how guys are such ass-wipes.
At 1 went back to school and mum picked us

Thank god it was saturday was so damn tired fro Econs exams and the commotion , went on to msn and Marcus apologised, i was pissed but hurt cuz hes my goodfriend and never expected him to treat me that way, he was sorry and all and i dunno why but i cried, yes i cried, that my eyes were puffy. But later we were cool again :)
It isn't worth losing Marcus Loo as a friend over something small , he keeps the whole gang laughing plus he's a good hubby :)
though he sucks in bed XD
jk :)

xoxo

Thursday, June 28, 2007

25th June 2007

So why did i go to school today? blame it on Marcus Loo, i didn't have any exams on Monday, subjects were computer and geography and i dont take any of em. But i promised Marcus i'll keep him company so he wouldn't have to spend his afternoon with his lonely self. So went to school and studied a bit of bio, waited for Marcus call and at around 9:50am he called ask to meet him at the mamak, the reason he came to school is to meet Shayan and ask for his chain. Waited till they finished their exams, chilled with Vinod, Rishni, Shayan and Thao, then me, Marcus and Thao took off, then we came across Nuqman driving, all i can say was "FOWW", i dunno it was so weird to see Nuqman drive. so he drove me,Marcus,Thao,Boat and Tun to ampang point, parked the car and we went makan at some mamak, after that smoked a few cigs, went to cue ball , eventhough i didn't play :( just watched and fagged , after that at around 1:30 we went back to the car park realising that noob fuck Marcus lost the parking ticket, so had to pay 30 bucks for it.
Marcus and Tun ciaoed while Nuqman dropped me, Thao and Boat of nearby school. Mum was piss i came late since she rlly needed to go to the bank.
So went home and studied bio, though i didnt finish studying actually.

26th June 2007

Had an afternoon paper, Bio 1 , honestly it was tough but i guess, i have to really work for it in paper 2. Studied Bio, but played bball for a while, never knew i was good in shooting :)
After a while me, Johan, Julia and Hanif went to go 7/11 to buy slurpies, went back to school and studied for bio, i was actually panicking when the exam started cuz i knew i wasn't ready,
After the bio exams waited for at the usual place, hung around with Thao and Lowelle, waited for mum and went home to study physics, though i knew i wouldn't do well so i just went through it. Mum bought Mc' Ds , haven't eaten Mc D's for a while.
Went home and decided to study but ended up falling asleep.

27th June 2007

*dun dun dun*
physics exam paper 2., luckily it was an afternoon paper so i wasn't freaking out that much, tried to study physics but then i decided to go and play bball again lols. Nothing interesting happened,
Did the physics exam and it was pretty ok for someone who didn't study hard for it.
Forgotten to tell mum that school finishes at 1 so ended up getting picked up from school at 2 something, went home to use the comp since i didn't have any exams the next day. Then Marcus asked me to go lunch with him again tomorrow since we both didn't have any exams, i was actually not feeling up to it, but then i was like blah why nt since tomorrows the only day i have a day off.
Agreed to meet up with him tomorrow
Aren't i such a good friend :)

28th June 2007

So went to school and studied econs a little, was bored as fuck! so everyones was like, what exam you got today and i said nothing, so they're like why u come to school for, as if its a crime to want to go to school, and then ponteng later lols.
Me, Johan, Tahne , Danny and Kelvin wanted to go pergi makan at the mamak but Chandran just had to come out at that second and phoned the guard saying that we can't go out.
diu?
annoying bitch
so we had to wait till the exams are over then we can leave, met up with Marcus at the mamak and he was waiting there for 40 mins, sorry hubby :)
and in 40mins he smoked one pack, that train..
Took the bus to Ampang point and waited for Sarah to arrive, so we decided to go mamak near ampang point and wait for her there instead, and when she arrived 'vowwwww' she looked hot :D
i liked her hat , anyways we ate and chilled, fagged , watched Marcus ate as if it was his last time to munch on the junkies.
Then after that decided to go play Dota, i rocked haha, Marcus was teaching me how to play, then had to go back to school so said my goodbyes and took the bus to school again.
Waited for mum , saw the cute guy ;)
mum came and took us home.
Studied econs but then fell asleep haha

Anyways gonna rap it up now, Angie's being her whiny self..again ..-.-"

xoxo

Sunday, June 24, 2007

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Grace Chin
Birth Date : 27th November 1990
Current Status : single
Eye Colour : im not sure myself, sometimes its brown at times its black. strange..
Hair Colour : dark brownish, planning on dying it in the holidays
Right or left : Righty

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : Chinese with a tint of nyo-nya
My Fears : confronting my problems
My weaknesses : sensitivity
My Perfect Pizza : original cheese, with extra cheese , thin crust please :)

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : Damn, econs class..

My bedtime : Whenever Grace says so
My most missed memory : Too many to even name any.

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Cokesi :)
Single or grouped dates : Single and groups are a-ok with me
Adidas or Nike : none
Tea or Nestea : Lipton tea no?
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee : none

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : Yes, a casual smoker
Curse : Yes, like a sailor
Take a shower : Yes , twice a day i might say :)
Have a crush : *blush
Think you've been in love : Love has no boundaries , could have been love or maybe it was just lust
Go to school :yes of course
Want to get married : cheyeah

Believe in yourself : I doubt myself at times, i mean who doesn't?
Think your a health freak : When it comes to certain things yes, not like i have disorder or something

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : uh-huh
Gone to the mall : Yep
Been on stage : not recently.
Eaten sushi : 3 words, sushi is love
Dyed your hair : Nah, schools a bitch

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : Kindof :)
Changed who you were to fit in : Been there done that, we've all been through it, don't deny it honey

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : 25-27 years young

To do the horizontal tango ;) : most likely when i feel ready..or horny, whichever lols

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..
Best eye colour : I love blue eyes
Best hair colour : i love blonde hair, but natural hair color would be the best
Short hair or long hair : shortish longish

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : Doing this thingy
Hour ago : Chatting with Marcus
4-5 hours ago : Using the comp/watching tv
1 month ago : Getting ready for work experience
Year ago : Being in love (thought it was love)

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : anything or anyone inside my lil heart :)
I feel : dead tired

I hate : exams!
I hide : things beind their backs
I miss : him

I need to see: Bagas :)

xoxo

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Pictures

Recent Pics

LooLoo

Genting Pics

Jump as high as you cam

We have the wind in our hair

At Aunt Linda's house

Poser much? lols

xoxo

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

Strike Maths and Malay off as im done with it, Malay was bad as usual, i just don't get it, maths was actually pretty unsure. Like on the borderline of "so easy" and "fuck it" , i found paper more difficult then paper 1, though i manage to finish the questions i don't think i will score well. Anyways things have been pretty good lately
yesterday after our Malay exam we decided to head of to secret recipe, yes abusing the use of 'the pass' it makes you want to put your hands in the air and scream ' free at last! oh i can almost taste freedom' .
So me,Sarah,Elizabeth and Natasha walked over to Ampwalk and had some yummy cakes, i swear its like taking a bite of heaven.I especially adore the cheese cakes, though too much made me
nauseas. Johan, Jason,Rishni, Vinod and Shayan decided to go to the British Council to study. They came though and we shisha'ed later, i tell you Shayan is like king of shisha, no ones says no to him, we weren't allowed to actually shisha in our school uniform since last term i tried and the lady boss rejected us :(
It was orange flavour, tasty and it was quite strong actually, i took the first puff and i felt dizzy already and i rarely get dizzy from shisha even Jason said so too. After chilling, i saw some familiar faces, waved but somehow they didn't seem pleased to see me or rather us i and i might know the reason why though im not going to stupidly air it on my blog.
Went back to school and Johan was horny since he literally pinched my nipples, he did it to Eliz as well and i think one of my boobs is bigger then the other.
So waited with Bagas and Ramez till my mum came and went home
Slept the whole time, didn't catch enough snoozes last night.
English was easy actually, i spent like 1.5 hours doing my comprehension, another hour doing my news paper article and the rest of the time was spent on my composition which i wrote crap lols.
After exam met up with Queeny , and me Queeny, Thao, Eliz,Natasha and Neesha went to klcc, to eat at cpk, saw everyone there , except the hair net brothers and Rianna, Tini, Amad it was cool seeing all of em again though we were pretty shy haha.
After a satisfying lunch, Eliz,Natasha and Neesha went to watch 'Ocean 13' while we went to the park and met up with Salem and Ramez, he was sad again so we tried to cheer him up.
At around 1 we went to Damai and met up with Shayan, Rishni, Jason and his friend Brando, shisha'ed till 2:15 and went back to school, mum was piss i came late.

so strike maths,malay and english
get ready for bio on Tuesday hopefully i'll do good :(
No pictures, couldn't be bothered honestly.
Can't wait till exams are over, its seriously stressful~

I miss him just, i dunno what to do , he recently broke up with his girlfriend and well its a chance for me rite, but is this really what i want? Im just so confused, all i know is that i like him but is it enough to be with him? I wanna know if he feels the same way too or not, you must be asking, why not ask him or a friends or his best pal well to be truthfully honest im afraid of the truth, whether its good or bad its just i hate hearing the truth, cuz you know what they say they truth hurts.
I don't wanna end up hurt again , the feeling was excruciatingly painful for me to take it, it was like swallowing a big dry pill, i couldn't breath all i know was i just wanted to shoot myself.Call me the biggest drama,emo queen alive but whatev.

It hurts but.. what else is there to do..

but wait