Friends? or Foe?
I dunno whether im annoyed, pissed, sad, angry , i guess its all a mix feeling. Loads of things has been going through my head, like yr 11's graduating, some of them have already left, didn't get to say goodbye, missing Bagas, panicking due to my finals, friends who have forgotten me and loads more. Like when i think back to the times i spent with my yr 11's , whether it was hanging out with Queeny and Ekachai, stupid crushes, experiences with ex's, bitchfights,losing friends, quarrels etc. I rlly treasure all the good memories, its like whenever i think back, im like walking down memory lane again.
It sad how things have changed, how time changes everything, how people change, let me correct that, how time changes people and how they think and act.
And when i recall making friends with them or having silly fights or crushes it just makes me wanna laugh and cry at the same time.
I remembered how me and Queeny used to hangout by the stairs or walking around the school or even just finding a quiet spot to talk to get updated on the latest news, how me, Lia and Weiz used to crack up laughing over the most random'est things that is so hilarious, how Ekachai was there to tell me weird things and make me laugh like crazy and help me with my ups and downs, the outtings we spent, the night i had my first kiss, new experiences..everything is just so dear to me, and eventhough i may have said i hated them, and though i still do, i don't regret anything that i said about them nor do i regret not being friends with them.Its win lose situation.Why bother?
I miss how i used to go up to the yr 11 block every morning, seeing the same faces everyday, Weiz, Rebecca, Wei Qi, Queeny, Ekachai.. etc
i thought June was a long way to go and i still have loads of time to spend with them, but now, it seems like time went a little too fast.
If i could i would give each and everyone one of them a hug, one last hug wouldn't hurt now would it? I mean i might not ever see them again, maybe i might, maybe this is our last farewell.
But something that made me glad i stayed back
New faces, new people, new friends, new crushes, new subjects, new stories..
I have to say every moment spent with them , makes me glad i stayed back. if i went up to yr 11 i would have never met some of the most awesome`est/amazing friends, like Thao, Eliz,Japna,Rishni,Neesha, Bagas, Ramez, Tun,Nuqman,Alex,Marco,Justine, Ji won,Lowelle,Sarah,Marcus,Ofea, Johan,Vinod,Geneviv,Lara,Sung woo,Tala,Kittypong,Shayan
and so many more.
I realised that i was much more happier than i was back in my previous batch, sure we had some fun memories but, i felt like i never had any connection with them.I do admit im sad about them graduating, but honestly the only people i would rlly miss, is Queeny and Ekachai, my two most bestest friends.Sure we had our petty fights but in the end things always turned out good.
But right now i don't what to feel, sad that my old friends have gone their separate ways, happy that i made new besties, met someone , made new memories and definetly more partying haha.
Well thats bout what i feel right now
whats done is done right?
=)
It sad how things have changed, how time changes everything, how people change, let me correct that, how time changes people and how they think and act.
And when i recall making friends with them or having silly fights or crushes it just makes me wanna laugh and cry at the same time.
I remembered how me and Queeny used to hangout by the stairs or walking around the school or even just finding a quiet spot to talk to get updated on the latest news, how me, Lia and Weiz used to crack up laughing over the most random'est things that is so hilarious, how Ekachai was there to tell me weird things and make me laugh like crazy and help me with my ups and downs, the outtings we spent, the night i had my first kiss, new experiences..everything is just so dear to me, and eventhough i may have said i hated them, and though i still do, i don't regret anything that i said about them nor do i regret not being friends with them.Its win lose situation.Why bother?
I miss how i used to go up to the yr 11 block every morning, seeing the same faces everyday, Weiz, Rebecca, Wei Qi, Queeny, Ekachai.. etc
i thought June was a long way to go and i still have loads of time to spend with them, but now, it seems like time went a little too fast.
If i could i would give each and everyone one of them a hug, one last hug wouldn't hurt now would it? I mean i might not ever see them again, maybe i might, maybe this is our last farewell.
But something that made me glad i stayed back
New faces, new people, new friends, new crushes, new subjects, new stories..
I have to say every moment spent with them , makes me glad i stayed back. if i went up to yr 11 i would have never met some of the most awesome`est/amazing friends, like Thao, Eliz,Japna,Rishni,Neesha, Bagas, Ramez, Tun,Nuqman,Alex,Marco,Justine, Ji won,Lowelle,Sarah,Marcus,Ofea, Johan,Vinod,Geneviv,Lara,Sung woo,Tala,Kittypong,Shayan
and so many more.
I realised that i was much more happier than i was back in my previous batch, sure we had some fun memories but, i felt like i never had any connection with them.I do admit im sad about them graduating, but honestly the only people i would rlly miss, is Queeny and Ekachai, my two most bestest friends.Sure we had our petty fights but in the end things always turned out good.
But right now i don't what to feel, sad that my old friends have gone their separate ways, happy that i made new besties, met someone , made new memories and definetly more partying haha.
Well thats bout what i feel right now
whats done is done right?
=)
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